trying to save a life

This morning i was shoping for food. I had already crossed the busy street when I saw the little brown and white dog running along the street. I thought to myself no I cant take it home , I turned away only to hear a few mins later a yelp. The dog had been hit the driver drove off. I ran across the street pulling the dog out of the road it was alive but hurt. I gentaly picked up the dog and approched a police officer who was doing a traffic stop. I asked him to call animal control he told me "not right now im busy" I unstand he was busy but it would have taken only a min to call dispatch and ask them to send out an animal control unit to his location. I know iv worked with police departments and every time a cop makes a traffic stop they have to send in ther location. The dog passed away I bagan animal cpr it didnt help , I knelt on t he ground the dog in front of me as the officer approched me I stood up he asked ma'am is everthing alright. My jaw droped open at that stupid question and i let my anger flow. I said "dose everything look alright no its not alright you failed in your job to serve and protect it wouldnt have taken you not even 5 mins to call for animal controle unit but you didnt and now this dog it dead becuse you where to "busy" this dog is now your problem you deal with it!" I got up and walked away holdinng back the emotions that wanted loose , I headed home by the time i got home i was having a panic attack and have a hard time breathing. I called my huspand and ask wher the spar inhaler was for our roommate so i caould use it. I calmed down some and drank thee shots of crown royal and whent back to sleep.